Lost

There is nothing in this world I love more than my daughter. She's my reason for waking up in the morning and gives me so many reasons to be thankful. But I'm losing myself. I love spending so much time with Lizzy. I'm trying to get a few hours of work a week right now because I think Lizzy and I are ready to get some time away from each other. I need a night of fun. Just me.....out and releasing. I'm literaly crying right now because Lizzy's alseep, I had the chance to go out and I can't. For fear of pissing someone off. I know Lizzy would be just fine. 2 hours was all I asked. Am I being selfish? Do I deserve a little time to myself?