Frustrations

Well, it's been a while since I've blogged. I'm sitting at my inlaws in Maine and had the chance to let you all in on my life currently. As you can tell by my title I'm frustrated. I feel frozen in time. I feel so helpless to get things in motion and feel like I can't vent so much of my feelings because I could be stepping on toes. It's like I'm screaming in the middle of a crowded room and no one can hear me. The clock is ticking away and I can't move with the beat. AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!